you think she...?
I don’t think she meant anything by it. do you think she meant any...? No. No! Of course not. It’s ridiculous, it’s so silly, I’m so paranoid for saying it, I’m paranoid for even THINKING it. That’s crazy. Not at all! She didn’t know...she just....
No. There’s no way she could have known.
Come on! Just busting out like that with full knowledge....she’s not a MEAN girl. I don’t think. You feel me? I mean I don’t know her that...she seems normal. She seems nice. I see her at amy’s all the time, most weekends anyway. Well, the weekends that I’m there. She’s always just FLOATING around, talking, laughing...I can’t remember her ever being mean like...She just didn’t know.
All the same, it makes me mad, right? It pisses me off! Just a little b- well, okay, more than a little bit. Not a lot, but now I'm getting....Because. Christ! Even if she didn’t get that, regardless of...whatever! She didn’t know. Unless she was just totally guessing, throwing some shit out there to see if I reacted- if WE reacted to it.
Do you think she could tell we were surprised? I don’t think she had any...I just sort of smiled and changed the subject.
But.....even if she didn’t know, still, that shit is TOUCHY. Who, I mean, what kind of person just drops that right out in the open? You can tell she didn’t come up around here. You can TELL she’s not from around here. Cuz here, I mean us, you and I, the kids we grew up with, fuck, high school...just like today, it....god!
That shit is not discussed, right? We don’t talk directly about those sorts of...right? When was the last time you and I just sat down and randomly....just starting spitting words about....just, you know, all THAT. Except when we discuss What Actually Happened.
That’s totally different.
We’re not just TALKING about it, in the abstract, just for fun, for our own goddamn amusement, just to make conversation. No. We’re not talking about it to talk about it. No. We’re talking about THAT. That one time, those few times....when it, when, for whatever reason, it was just, like, what happened. Not gossip. Just what actually fucking happened.
Cuz it actually happened to us.................
Do you think she knew?
No. There’s no way she could have known.
Come on! Just busting out like that with full knowledge....she’s not a MEAN girl. I don’t think. You feel me? I mean I don’t know her that...she seems normal. She seems nice. I see her at amy’s all the time, most weekends anyway. Well, the weekends that I’m there. She’s always just FLOATING around, talking, laughing...I can’t remember her ever being mean like...She just didn’t know.
All the same, it makes me mad, right? It pisses me off! Just a little b- well, okay, more than a little bit. Not a lot, but now I'm getting....Because. Christ! Even if she didn’t get that, regardless of...whatever! She didn’t know. Unless she was just totally guessing, throwing some shit out there to see if I reacted- if WE reacted to it.
Do you think she could tell we were surprised? I don’t think she had any...I just sort of smiled and changed the subject.
But.....even if she didn’t know, still, that shit is TOUCHY. Who, I mean, what kind of person just drops that right out in the open? You can tell she didn’t come up around here. You can TELL she’s not from around here. Cuz here, I mean us, you and I, the kids we grew up with, fuck, high school...just like today, it....god!
That shit is not discussed, right? We don’t talk directly about those sorts of...right? When was the last time you and I just sat down and randomly....just starting spitting words about....just, you know, all THAT. Except when we discuss What Actually Happened.
That’s totally different.
We’re not just TALKING about it, in the abstract, just for fun, for our own goddamn amusement, just to make conversation. No. We’re not talking about it to talk about it. No. We’re talking about THAT. That one time, those few times....when it, when, for whatever reason, it was just, like, what happened. Not gossip. Just what actually fucking happened.
Cuz it actually happened to us.................
Do you think she knew?
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